Year have gone by, things are not same anymore with people whom I think are my closest of friends. They no more understand me the way they used to. I used to feel that I am among those, who are blessed with such good friends. Maybe with time people are prioritizing their needs and requirements. It's so stupid of me to think that they are still the same as they were before.New friends comes in but old friends are still the best friends. It feels a bit ok when a new friend betray me, but when a friend who is so close hurts me, then it feel so bad like hell. Because when I didn't had anyone in my life, they were there to share things. The feeling that they don't trust you anymore is so scary. And it's so stupid of me to think that they are still the same as they were before.
At times the feeling of love is so strong that it gives you some kind of positive vibe as well as some form of energy where you feel that being in love is the best feeling. To feel there is someone who is always there for me no matter what, make me so confident in life. And at that point of time when I realize that the person is not bothered, life seems so unfair. The pain it gives is not something which can easily heal...
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8 comments:
mmm..I know that feeling! But, can we blame them? Its not just the priorities..people do change..its almost as if they dont need me anymore..I guess, people find more aceptance for new friends...maybe coz it gives u a chance to present urself as a different new you..and their easy acceptance to it can be pretty addictive i guess...(Whoa!I'm so.. bad with words :))It does hurt sometimes..why do I still think of him as my best friend?(see... hardly acknowledges me..) we used to be inseperable U know!(sounds fimiliar?)Come to think of it-Sometimes I feel like the last person on earth..
.....but again, they do come around..Trust me ..they will
..true I believe ..what u wrote ..
Best of luck for your wedding Jo. You deserve all the happiness due to you.
Thanks Mini
What goes round comes around darl.. very true. Its a vicious circle. It happened with me.. I am there somewhere.. so much involved.. not conciously tho.. but sub-consciously!! things happen wid me.. happens wid others.. comea back to me.. then i knw.. whaz it like..
Are u confused? :)
Hmmm... U were the 1st to start a blog... but then as time passed by, i forgot bout it... but then forgetting u... nah nah..!! not possible...!! Aap to bahut chweet ho jee... bhala aapko koi bhool sakta he kya?? :D
i read your story. it is same happening to me these days..
but still cant do any thing. :(
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